Sinister Time Lapses: Developmental Delays & Informant Behaviors Explored

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The Story of Nisa: Stepping Out of Isolation and Being Provoked by Sinister Behavior and Time Lapse

Written, Edited, Created, and Published by Nisa Pasha — Executive Political Health Guru, Peer Counselor, and Educator, MentalHealthRevival.org

How Informants and Non-Informants Clash, Creating Time Lapses?

Because I have self-control through self-realization and mastery of my diet, the implantation of workers touching my food — their inheritance of certain techniques, virus strands, and anthrax — is demeaning.

I wonder what happened to my life. I became such a nice, sweet Muslim woman, striving to be independent and true to myself without seeking acknowledgment. I grew up wondering if people were watching me in my house, reacting to what my life had become.

Now I see that they are the ones who are suffering. The time lapses, the heritage of the colonial centers, the walking dead, and their long lives of informant-like behaviors have led those of godly status into developmental delays. I have surpassed them by refusing to buy into their informant behaviors.

Developmental Delays in Their Inherited Followers

Nisa’s lived experience is an example of moving out of isolation,  facing sinister behaviors, and observing time lapses that provoke adverse reactions in public sectors — a legalization of stalking and projection of manifestations meant to gain control over my life, my purpose, and my inheritance, as well as to deflect my ancestry.

The equivalency and conflicts are demeaning and diseased — both intrusive and invasive to my health and vitality. I am no longer a child; I am a middle-aged adult who operates in real time. My intellectual abilities, immunity, and genetic-biological factors represent the isolation of a legal system that is literal, spiritual, and deeply tied to my ancestry and inheritance.

A Moment in the Store

One day, I was in a store I had not planned to enter, though I needed to buy something to complete a weekly self-care task. I had no schedule; I simply operated from a to-do list based on the order of my week, day, and feelings.

When I arrived, I saw the delusions of adverse legalizations — behaviors that appeared normal but were, in truth, toxic and unlawful. Outside the store, people seemed to move quickly, unnaturally, as if reacting to my stability and progress — progress I had achieved through balanced diet, constant prayer, and devotion.

I wondered: how could I have no set schedule, yet others seemed to know I would be there? It felt as if they were controlling every detail — down to the money on my card. My card was declined despite having funds, almost as if meant to provoke me. The delays, the woman in front of me with a toddler moving slowly, all seemed orchestrated.

As I stood in line, I noticed how many people appeared synchronized with one another — but I was not. It didn’t cross my mind that they might know each other; rather, it felt as though they operated under the same sinister influence. Some seemed pregnant — and I wondered, how could anyone carry life in such a toxic environment? They seemed detached from human vitality.

I questioned the urgency of our crossing paths that day — all for something as simple as buying washing powder. Yet the energy felt serious, calculated, and draining.

Reflections on Behavior and Control

Living in a world of sinisters, abortion laws, and injustices within the behavioral health sector, I wonder about the influence of informants.

I have questioned my recent desires — alcohol, drugs, fast food like Taco Bell — and whether these cravings come from me or are manifestations imposed upon me.  As a 40-year-old woman operating in real time, I don’t believe these desires are truly mine. They are conditions imposed to interfere with my purity and independence, aiming to reattach me to the very virus strands I have surpassed.

I have faced legalized stalking designed to demean my health because I have mastered my diet, my self-worth, and my self-realization. I never sought respect or recognition — only peace. I work daily to resist toxic forces and remain balanced in mind, body, and soul.

Because I have self-control through self-realization and mastery of my diet, the interference of workers touching my food — with their inherited techniques, virus strands, and anthrax — feels profoundly demeaning.

I wonder what happened to my life. I became a kind, sweet Muslim woman who strives to live independently, without acknowledgment. I grew up wondering if people watched me in my home, reacting to my journey. Now I see that they are the ones suffering from the time lapses, the heritage of the colonial centers, and the long lives of informant behaviors. Those of godly status have fallen into developmental delays, while I have surpassed them by refusing to participate.

Closing Reflections: Advocacy, Awareness, and Harm Reduction

In a world where the mind and spirit often battle unseen forces, advocacy begins with awareness — and awareness begins with compassion. Through lived experience, I have learned that healing is not isolation, but connection; not control, but understanding.

Harm reduction is not about condoning behaviors — it is about preserving life, dignity, and choice. It means meeting people where they are, honoring their humanity, and guiding them toward stability and self-realization one step at a time.

As a Peer Counselor and Advocate, my mission is to inspire others to rise beyond fear, stigma, and misinformation — to restore faith in recovery and resilience. Together, we can transform pain into purpose, relapse into renewal, and silence into shared strength.

Let this message serve as a call to the mental and behavioral health sectors: to build systems that listen before labeling, support before judging, and empower before prescribing. Our collective wellness depends on it.

Nisa founder of mentalhealthrevival.org stands as a reminder that healing is both a personal act of courage and a communal responsibility. Through awareness, advocacy, and harm reduction, we can revive the mind, restore the soul, and reclaim our humanity — one peer, one moment, one breakthrough at a time.

Keywords: Sinister, Time Lapses, Developmental Delays, informant behaviors

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